Birthday bash!

 The other day was my friend Ali's birthday party!! she turned 18~ so she invited me to her party high tea at a really expensive place!
some of the yummy foods we ate! it was all so delicious and unhealthy!

  So much food

 Lots of macrons and tea, i think it was perfect for her, and she also had a oreo ice cream cake

 This is how i went! pretty plain but the theme was summer but i don't really have any summer clothes yet because its been way too cold for it i need to go shopping haha~

 Some man was playing the cats soundtrack through the high tea. sugoi desu

Giveaway!

Give away here! 


OMG this is such a nice looking giveaway

Anyway besides that, i hope everyone is well! its winter here and oh my gosh its soooooo cold!AND BORING! there is nothing to do because it is too cold.

  But my boyfriend did visit and gave me roses
 which was pretty cute haha but so unexpected it was at about 8 and he just showed up with roses while i was in my PJ's hahaha so embarrassed


Anyway i have been on holidays for two weeks and school starts tomorrow ahaha not looking forward to more study BUT i will get to see all my friends again
I have been so lazy with hanging out and only wanting to spend time with my boyfriend haha im such a good friend...

but i did go shopping with my friends a few times... i bought a couple of things!

Large knitt top/dress thing, which is so warm ;___;

and some white stockings!

man i really like grey, i didnt notice! haha it must be this weather!

also got some knee high black high heeled boots, so comfy i was surprised to they were expensive but got marked down whoo hoo, sales are great!

Anywaayy there is a picture of me not wearing lenses and looking REAL SERIOUS, i dunno why :/
  had to add a picture but latley i have not been in the mood to get dressed up unless going somewhere or seeing people, sorry ahaha~

anyway im going to go do some more study that i was supposed to do AGES ago ;____;

not a good year maybe?

ah its been a week or a month or however long friends...and im sad to say this isn't going to be a happy post either...   This blog is turning somewhat into a kind of therapeutic kind of diary...

well two months ago my friend from high school passed away, a shock that hurt everyone i knew. and well yesterday something happened that none of my friends expected... another of our friends passed away...she had a illness and died in hospital shortly after. The doctors in sydney tried everything but it was too late, she fell asleep and never woke up and at 10 they pronounced her dead. A shock to everyone. I knew her well for four years...i saw her every morning in contact and she was my only friend in it. it seems not many good things are happening this year.
I miss her so much and as it is shocking it feels like one after the other... he died on the 24 of march and she on the 25th of may.

My thoughts go out to your family and closer friends little stephie, you had a lovely soul and heart. I will treasure every morning from 2007 to 2010 with you
you were too young to leave and i am so thankful to you're mum for telling us everything that was happening. I give them all the love i have because no parent should have to bury their child.
sleep friend, i will meet you and sean in heaven.

                                               

Something for anyone

 Ah its been to long~ it was easter i while ago and now i feel really slack ;___;
but i was so busy~! it was the holidays and i was always with my bf constantly through the whole break, and thats because we dont get to see eachother all the time now...because of school....
so we just talk on the phone for hours!!!
Some pictures of me at my first day back at school, the break was only a month which went by so quickly too

 Oh yeah at our college, we sit in this massive pile of leaves ahaha, when the janitor cleans them into a nice tidy pile for us they are knee deep. its so comfy buutt a hassle because they get everywhere!!
its well worth it although~

 

 

NEW LOOK~

It was my birthday yesterday!

finally 17~
time flies by so fast it seems! soon i can get my P plates for my car O:
anyway i had such a nice birthday, i got so many wonderful things and i wanted to show some of them

number one:
and the most important~ a ring from my boyfriend of four years, its a promise ring
to marry me someday
he is so sweet and loving, and on the inside it says his name so he is always with me when i am lonly or miss him and he cant be there~ so sweet and loving...and expensive -___-
i don't even want to know how much it was >__<
i loved you when i met you in our first year of high school and i still love you now, its been nearly five years and i couldn't be more in love...
i hope he does not read this >___>  

number 2~
is a gift from my step-dad!
its a doctor who tardis cookie box, which lights up and makes the "VVSSHH VSSSHHH" noises!

AMAZING!!! i love it SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH, all my friends are so jealous

 number 3
is some lovely boots i have wanted for a while from a store called Valley girl
such nice stuff! well...sometimes!
they are very high, but so comfy and its close to winter now so i will wear them lots!

AH lovely coat for winter from my mum! so nice and warm!
i love it to bits and it goes nice with my ring Oho ho ho ho
its nearly lolita style the way it puffs out on me haha i will take some photos of me in it sometime...

here are some crappy photos of me with the hair i dont like U___U
sorry to whine but i really hate it hahaha
oh well i bet in a week or so i will love it...
i also look very washed out and well i had the flu and it was cold but i had to go meet my bf, i was so sick but i had to go meet him in the city *CRY* oh well, there's my excuse haha.
why is it every romantic meet i have with my bf i am sick? i was sick on Valentines day aswell
UGGHHHHHH 

also here is a hk wallet i got to add to my hello kitty collection <3




 

And to my friend up in heaven now, i love you

its been a week and i still miss you so much

Goodbye, blue eyes

goodbye for now

LOL dyed my hair! it was ment to be BROWN T^T
ITS BLLAACCCKK
oh well it was only a semi-permanent i guess, so my mum says it will wash out into a brown  ahaha its alright for now -___-
ANYWAY i have not been posting because its been test week! i had two a Essay for english and a test for maths, i hate maths im so craaap at it. and recently a friend of mine passed away ):

they read out this poem at his funeral and, i really liked it.
Think of me as one at rest,
For me you should not weep,
I have no pain, no troubled thoughts,
For I am just asleep.
The living thinking me that was,
Is now forever still.
And life goes on without me
As time forever will.

i will always remember you, wherever you are i hope your happy friend.






ANYWAY its my birthday soon :)
im going to the pancake house with my boyfriend, ah i wonder what he will get me! maybe a wedding ring? lol jokes ahahaha~
anyway its school holidays now, time to rest, and hopefully start blogging more!
<3